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Paul Roberts |
David writes:
“I get it: there is some way that you guys really
know/experience the reality of Amida's presence so it's not a belief, even a
strongly held belief, but a lived experience, a lived presence. Do
I have that right? And is it fair to ask how do you experience it? Is it
something you could even put into words? Is it like when I was 13 and
asked my mother how I would know if I were in love and she simply said, in a
way that was clearly meant to close the discussion, Don't worry--you'll know?”
Paul’s answer:
“Hi David -
Ultimately, I can only speak for myself, and about myself,
and my experience - not Rick's or Dave's or Shinran's either.
So let me start with this: You wrote, "I get it:
there is some way that you guys really know/experience the reality of
Amida's presence so it's not a belief, even a strongly held belief, but a
lived experience, a lived presence. Do I have that right?"
So my answer to this question is NO...you don't have it
right, and you don't get it...which is totally understandable. That's why
Dharma dialogue is so important.
You see, David, in your mind, you're putting me into a box
that you've got called "mysticism", in which having an
"experience of the reality of Amida's presence" is what it's all
about.
But that is NOT what it is all about for me - not at all.